The Thing about Fortune telling......

Ah well, this is my first ever fortune telling episode that I encounter with my own free will. Not to say that I was ever being force into this kinda thing. First of all, I believe in myself and my own destiny. I realized that certain things are meant to happen for a good reason. As long in life we do good and not harm anyone good things will come by one day. I do really believe in fate though.

I have never regret in anything in my life so to speak....... I consider myself that I am now content with my life and those things happen around me. I am neither please or sad with my life just normal and comfortable. I love the way I see things and my perception has never been wrong this far. So you can ask why I am drawn to this fortune telling thingy?

Well, out of curiosity and since I am going to start my new career and life soon I wonder what lies ahead. A peek to the future is not bad at all. So curiosity is the culprit!

I know for a certain there's no harm in it so I was curious, that's all, but I still strongly believe that god gave me this life for a purpose. I am to make use of my life here in this world to do good and be content then I am really a well off person....... not to think about wealth and so forth but to concentrate on fulfilling god wishes for me to enhance this world and make a better place for people to live in and also create a wonderful life for myself and the people around me. After all I am part of the universe!

SO I will live life to pursuit happiness for me and those around me too!

About REAL love....

It has been some time that I have not given any opinion about relationships. Well it's about time I guess, since I have been pouring myself with lotsa romantic novels and books. Not to mention sex though! LOL.

Now the topic of love has been around for a long while but I have come across this incredible idea of the REAL love and Romantic love that we are seeking these days. In my opinion, you will get loads of romantic love in the novels, books, movies, songs, etc... in about every entertainment department but never in real life. Whenever there is a romantic love in real life, normally it will not be forever and will end soon.

But I am not to brag about those romantic love, I am here to tell you about the REAL love in life. That is:

R = Responsible.

E = Equal.

A = Adult.

L = Loving.

Here it is if you can find a person like that. He/she must be of the above qualities that you have to find in the REAL love, else the rest of it is not so important.

To most of women, they find SECURITY is the most important thing in life, which is true. If one can give a women security in any sort they will be fine and please and the rest is not as important. Sadly some women wants everything which made things impossible, that's when the other party starts to break apart, that's when the women needs to find peace within herself and do not make things worse. When a guy starts to break, they'll not easily come back to the original state and things starts to get worse and worse......... so women out there be careful what you ask for, no one is perfect including ourselves. Of course this implies to the guys as well. Tolerance always has its limits, don't forget that!

Happiest Moment

This is the most exciting and happiest moment that I experience which I want to share here with you all out there. Here it is, I am confirm pregnant!

First of all when my pregnancy test tube says that I am pregnant....... I was not over the moon and all that excited about it. I admit, I just feel numb and well here it is... baby has arrive; after me and my husband try desperately for two years. My hubby was all very excited and happy but he sense that I did not feel the same way. I do not know why but it's not the feeling a new-mum-to-be should feel. Trust me it's not that I hate babies that much!

So, it went on for a while... and I have nightmares that I will suffer miscarraige and all. Then comes the day that I have made appointment with a Doc to confirm my pregnancy. All went well till the moment when the doctor wanted to do an ultrasound check on the fetus.

OK, I lay down quietly for the doc to check on me and the babe, so when the screen actually indicates where the baby lies quietly in the womb, the joy and happiness over come me that it felt so great till I cry. The babe's heartbeat is pounding hard and I can feel it in me! WOW!

That was the most exciting moment and I still feel it everyday.........

I count my blessings and thank god for me to experience this wonderful moment of joy!

A Dashing Start

Come to think of it, I am kinda rushing to the idea of moving things and about since the beginning of the year. I am really expecting lots of changes this year as New things are beginning to fall on me all at the same time. No time to think and plan. It really starts going to get me tied up in lots of ways but it is a challenging year ahead for me this time. Lots of hopes and things to do and overcome, but as I approaching months after months, I realized that my attitude towards life is changing, my views and opinion as well. Most of the time, I could not breath properly as so many things had to be done and do. I am not a perfectionist freak, but I am constantly fussing about things that should be done in a proper way or say my way, which is I think not practical for some people and hassle for most people. In the end, I have to let go of some or else I'll be doing lots of work by myself. Lastly, I think I have to come to a certain point that I have to trust certain people in life to judge what they do for me and appreciate it. Otherwise, I am killing myself and others as well. Such a waste of life to think of the minor things while there's lots more urgent matters in life which one does not even care..... like the sick, the poor and the lost.

About Minimalism

I am now trying to move my things from one place to the other and I can't help think about the concept of minimalism in my life, design and space. It has occur to me once when I think my closet is too small for all my clothes; but then again I realised that one has too much clothes for my daily life.

Now what is minimalism. When we think about it, we would imagine it is about art, music and design. Then again, what about life? These days when I feel that I wanted to simplify things and make it easier or hassle free......... in a way modern, I use the minimalism concept.

Example during the chinese new year, we usually have this family gathering at home, the elders will cook and the young ones will help, then we had the dinner reunion and then proceed to clean up the rest and gather in the house and chat and retire till the next day. Nowadays, we all in the family plan to go out and eat, hassle free...... no need to cook and clean up. We just head for the restaurant and then eat, gather and finish the dinner then back home.

Well it is actually simpler and easier for everyone. Yet I can't help to think about all the tiny possible moments of family members gathering around to cook, wash and clean and talk about our memories, fun and gossips. These are the moments we can't share anymore. Well to think about it whether modern ideas are good or bad......... I really cannot say.

In my opinion, some things like my closet, I can use the minimalism idea, but it does not really apply to our culture or identity. If everything is hassle free, why are we making lots of fuss about ushering the New Year and other festive seasons? If life were that simple, we should not feel proud but worried!

Act 11- My sweet Valentine...

"Had to say this loud and clear...... Happy Valentine!" This is what bedak kid said to me when he met me at the mall just now. I had to ask him whether he knows what Valentine day means. He said yes, as he was given permission by his mum to buy a present for his sweet valentine... who is his girl friend, (Hui Hui) at the kindergarten. Well, I am quite surprise to hear that indeed.

To me, bedak kid is just 6 years of age and is telling me he has a girlfriend....... I wonder kids these days really know what they are into or not? They just tend to follow the trend or influenced by movies and such to get the idea of boyfriend and girlfriend. Well, I am certain it is really not an issue for the adults to actually forbid their kids to talk about this kind of puppy love. Yet I do wonder how to actually telling the kid what love is. To the kids, it is a kind of pure innocent love or liking of someone but in actual fact love comes with responsibilities and other confusing matters which to some adults, it is really hard to define as well.

Happy Valentine!

"Love, as it exists in society, is nothing but the exchange of two fantasies and the contact of two skins." Chamfort, Nicolas [Maximes et Pensees] (1741-1794)

Chicken Skin!

Oh my god! I just realised that I had this skin disease called Keratosis Pilaris! Keratosis pilaris (KP) resembles goosebumps in appearance, but is characterized by the appearance of small rough bumps on the skin. Primarily, it appears on the back and outer sides of the upper arms, but can also occur on thighs and buttocks or any body part except palms or soles.

It is a kind of hereditary skin disorder. Ah well, it's not as big deal as it seems but I need to really find out who I inherit from!?! I now have to constantly apply moisturizers and reduce on bathing in hot showers! Well I do really hope it'll go away soon, it cannot be cured but will just eventually go away. *sigh* I now can sleep well, have been having sleepless night about it for a while.

Oh I am not telling you where in my body part has it right?

Metamorphic 2008

Oh this was the first time I ever saw the students show. I used to be at the back stage doing the organizing work... but this time I get to sit in front and watch! It was awesome!

The kiddos.... working hard at the back stage! Bravo to them all!

Last but not least, the future superstar and me!

Bonjour!

Had been away for a long time.... too busy to blog and also was having my long planned holiday trip to Paris! Here's some photos for you guys to enjoy! Love there so much and feel like stayin g there forever! The picture above is the Notre Dame Cathedral!
The Champ-Elysees.....

The Arc du Triomphe... whereby it is a round about that 12 roads actually link to it!

The Famous Eiffle Tower........... all time favourite, the Symbol of Paris, and France!

The Grand Arche at La Defense is a must see! It's like a window towards the earth! It is a monument and a building fill with offices! Awesome!

Golden fingers

Well I tried my best to cook these experimental dish.... hehe. The outcome of it is fantastic. My hubby love these very much and as usual I did not make enough to fill his stomach. I just tried these and did not expect much! Hah!

Ok, The recipe is here if you like to try. No secrets at all. This picture above shows what it looks like before cooking. The rest is history.....

http://www.grouprecipes.com/57239/golden-dim-sum.html