The Thing about Fortune telling......

Ah well, this is my first ever fortune telling episode that I encounter with my own free will. Not to say that I was ever being force into this kinda thing. First of all, I believe in myself and my own destiny. I realized that certain things are meant to happen for a good reason. As long in life we do good and not harm anyone good things will come by one day. I do really believe in fate though.

I have never regret in anything in my life so to speak....... I consider myself that I am now content with my life and those things happen around me. I am neither please or sad with my life just normal and comfortable. I love the way I see things and my perception has never been wrong this far. So you can ask why I am drawn to this fortune telling thingy?

Well, out of curiosity and since I am going to start my new career and life soon I wonder what lies ahead. A peek to the future is not bad at all. So curiosity is the culprit!

I know for a certain there's no harm in it so I was curious, that's all, but I still strongly believe that god gave me this life for a purpose. I am to make use of my life here in this world to do good and be content then I am really a well off person....... not to think about wealth and so forth but to concentrate on fulfilling god wishes for me to enhance this world and make a better place for people to live in and also create a wonderful life for myself and the people around me. After all I am part of the universe!

SO I will live life to pursuit happiness for me and those around me too!

About REAL love....

It has been some time that I have not given any opinion about relationships. Well it's about time I guess, since I have been pouring myself with lotsa romantic novels and books. Not to mention sex though! LOL.

Now the topic of love has been around for a long while but I have come across this incredible idea of the REAL love and Romantic love that we are seeking these days. In my opinion, you will get loads of romantic love in the novels, books, movies, songs, etc... in about every entertainment department but never in real life. Whenever there is a romantic love in real life, normally it will not be forever and will end soon.

But I am not to brag about those romantic love, I am here to tell you about the REAL love in life. That is:

R = Responsible.

E = Equal.

A = Adult.

L = Loving.

Here it is if you can find a person like that. He/she must be of the above qualities that you have to find in the REAL love, else the rest of it is not so important.

To most of women, they find SECURITY is the most important thing in life, which is true. If one can give a women security in any sort they will be fine and please and the rest is not as important. Sadly some women wants everything which made things impossible, that's when the other party starts to break apart, that's when the women needs to find peace within herself and do not make things worse. When a guy starts to break, they'll not easily come back to the original state and things starts to get worse and worse......... so women out there be careful what you ask for, no one is perfect including ourselves. Of course this implies to the guys as well. Tolerance always has its limits, don't forget that!

Happiest Moment

This is the most exciting and happiest moment that I experience which I want to share here with you all out there. Here it is, I am confirm pregnant!

First of all when my pregnancy test tube says that I am pregnant....... I was not over the moon and all that excited about it. I admit, I just feel numb and well here it is... baby has arrive; after me and my husband try desperately for two years. My hubby was all very excited and happy but he sense that I did not feel the same way. I do not know why but it's not the feeling a new-mum-to-be should feel. Trust me it's not that I hate babies that much!

So, it went on for a while... and I have nightmares that I will suffer miscarraige and all. Then comes the day that I have made appointment with a Doc to confirm my pregnancy. All went well till the moment when the doctor wanted to do an ultrasound check on the fetus.

OK, I lay down quietly for the doc to check on me and the babe, so when the screen actually indicates where the baby lies quietly in the womb, the joy and happiness over come me that it felt so great till I cry. The babe's heartbeat is pounding hard and I can feel it in me! WOW!

That was the most exciting moment and I still feel it everyday.........

I count my blessings and thank god for me to experience this wonderful moment of joy!